A short story of my awakening journey!
Most of my life was about survival, so I really didn't have the time to learn or understand myself on a deeper level. But I have always had an interest in esoteric pursuits and philosophy. When I did have time, I read many books on medicine, intuition, philosophers, traditional medicine, herbology, and much more.
Deep inside my mind, or I can say in my subconsciousness, I KNEW that if I am still alive after all the hardships I faced, I must have a purpose for being here, and this purpose is very important! This subconscious thought has bugged me for SO long.
My awakening journey started in 2017. Step by step I start to understand things that happened in my life, analyzing and accepting them as an experience and lessons. I have had many different jobs in my life, I was "searching" for true myself. I am an artistic and creative person, and I've so many interests, but alternative (traditional) medicine has been always my biggest interest.
In October 2017, I decided to make some changes on my life path, and I took a course in Holistic Iridology. This course literately opened my eyes and gave me a different perspective on my life, and life in general. I discovered that our thoughts, emotions, and feelings are "generators" within us, which affects the creation of our own lives.
WE are the ones in control of our emotions, and WE are the artists and creators of our own lives. And yet, everything BAD that has happened in our lives was just another experience, a lesson. I have learned from my lessons, and it helped me understand my abusive childhood and teenage feelings, emotions, and thoughts. And because I accepted it as an experience, I have learned how to forgive and "let it go", and have NO regrades, NO blames, NO guilt, and NO shame! It's a wonderful feeling of ease and freedom from the heavy and suppressed emotions from my past.
In the summer of 2018, I went for the Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique (QHHT) session in Saskatoon with the wonderful practitioner Cynthia Fey. This type of hypnosis allows you to connect with your Higher-Self (subconscious). Through your past lives, at least a few of them, you'll learn and understand more about yourself, your Soul. Who I really AM, and why am I here?! What I discover through this session, that my path is to be a shaman/healer and I'm on the Right Path.
Later, after I've explored more about myself at QHHT session, I've decided to combine Holistic Iridology with other alternative healing methods. Reiki Healing was my next choice, and I took one-one classes with Patty Dale. She is a very intuitive, wonderful teacher and Reiki Master. She told me that I am natural at healing and I have the potential to grow. That was music to my ears and it brought more confidence within.
I've got two levels of Reiki. This opened me much more to understanding energy, what it is, and how it works. I love to learn something new, and I call myself a "student forever". I've searched for something else to learn more about energy. Then I found Life Balance Energy Practitioner Program with Celeste Lemieux, who is a natural, experienced healer with shamanic wisdom, strong human energy, and deep knowledge of psychology. This class has shifted my mind much further to understanding human energy, shamanism, and metaphysics. Celeste surprised me by noticing that I have more hidden natural gifts within. This for me means there is more self-discovery inner work, and spiritual growth. Through this program, I've got a true connection with Mother Earth and Source/God, and so much love and gratitude. I am so grateful for all my teachers and those souls who helped me on my not-so-easy life path.
Now it's time for me to build a healing experience, and provide help for those who need it. I will continue to explore and learn more in the healing field because there is no end to study and practice.
The 2020 year was for me very important, even though it wasn't easy, as for many. I was working on my spiritual growth on a very deep level. Did lots of inner "shadow" and "dark knight" cleanse, healed some of my past life's wounds and pains. Healed my inner child and learned to BE in my heart, how to open it and shine my light on others. There were more gifts opened up through my intuition, including intuitive art reading, card reading, and mediumship abilities. I'm still working on mediumship development, and last fall I've been taking a Psychic Development class with a teacher Bev Lazar. Very good class, lots of real practice, which creates so much confidence and skills in psychic and mediumship.
Also, I have a special connection with crystals, love their energies, look and feel, therefore I've started to create wire-wrapped jewelry with crystals. Check my Store here on the website, please, you might find your treasure!
And because of my love for creativity and art, in the future, it is possible for me to take classes in Sound and Color Healing Therapy, which I really believe is very efficient to heal the human body, mind, and soul.
Sincerely, your true healer,